I cry for no reason
I don't hate this monster
I don't think it was unfair
I cry for no reason
I know I am lucky , they found it in time
I know I am lucky, there are tricks and traps
So that the monster sleeps for years
While I learn to tiptoe around it
While I learn to whisper and mumble
While I live
Yes, I am lucky
But I cry for no reason
Perhaps I had given up on myself
Even before the monster found me
Perhaps it sensed my fear,
The fear that grew with me
Perhaps it thought it was doing me favor
I don't think it was unfair
I just cry for no reason
I am just tired , really really tired
My songs have lost their rhythm
Can't sing away my sorrows
Can't dream away this numbness
So I cry for no reason