Sunday, June 29, 2025

 I cry for no reason 

I don't hate this monster 

I don't think it was unfair 

I cry for no reason 

I know I am lucky , they found it in time 

I know I am lucky, there are tricks and traps

So that the monster sleeps for years 

While I learn to tiptoe around it

While I learn to whisper and mumble

While I live 

Yes, I am lucky 

But I cry for no reason 

Perhaps I had given up on myself 

Even before the monster found me

Perhaps it sensed my fear,

The fear that grew with me

Perhaps it thought it was doing me favor 

I don't think it was unfair 

I just cry for no reason 

I am just tired , really really tired

My songs have lost their rhythm 

Can't sing away my sorrows 

Can't dream away this numbness 

So I cry for no reason