Sunday, June 29, 2025

 I cry for no reason 

I don't hate this monster 

I don't think it was unfair 

I cry for no reason 

I know I am lucky , they found it in time 

I know I am lucky, there are tricks and traps

So that the monster sleeps for years 

While I learn to tiptoe around it

While I learn to whisper and mumble

While I live 

Yes, I am lucky 

But I cry for no reason 

Perhaps I had given up on myself 

Even before the monster found me

Perhaps it sensed my fear,

The fear that grew with me

Perhaps it thought it was doing me favor 

I don't think it was unfair 

I just cry for no reason 

I am just tired , really really tired

My songs have lost their rhythm 

Can't sing away my sorrows 

Can't dream away this numbness 

So I cry for no reason 







I would live years with damaged organs 

Perhaps  even a decade still

Staggering on, Panting and heaving

In a slow pace, ridiculed in the fast lane

An imperfect abomination in a perfect world 

How would I find the will to live this way

How can I explain that I want to rest






Friday, June 13, 2025


വൈതരണിയിൽ ജീവിതനൌകകൾ!
എത്ര ദുഷ്കരമാണീ പ്രയാണവും.
എത്ര നശ്വരമാണെന്നറിവിലും ,
എന്തിനായി പൊരുതുന്നു മാനവർ?


Tuesday, June 3, 2025

 ചിറകു കരിഞ്ഞൊരീ കുഞ്ഞിക്കുരുവികൾ-

ക്കാലംബമേകുവാൻ ആരുണ്ടു ഭൂമിയിൽ?

ഇല്ലിന്നിതെങ്ങുമൊരു വാഴച്ചെടിയുമീ

കുഞ്ഞിക്കിളികൾക്കിടം കൊടുത്തീടുവാൻ!